A Woman's Betrayer

Emotions. A woman's greatest betrayer is her own emotions. With no control, she drowns in her ocean of various emotions. Although right now, there is one type of emotion that brings so much damage to herself, and to the people around her.

Jealousy.

Jealousy is insane when its towards someone because of a certain special someone. It is deadly, it is lonely, it is empty. It's a sad emotion to keep. I don't understand why there are a lot of women who hides this emotion. I tried to hide it, but it actually made things worse! And i've seen how unfair it is to the person concerned.

Jealousy isn't something worth keeping, worth hiding. It is something that has to be brought out of the light, something that HAS to be talked about. When jealousy is present in the heart, every person around you is a threat. You lose sight of the goodness of your friendship with other people and you see competitiveness instead. It's lonely because you can't see any good in the people around you anymore. You destroy trust and faith inside of you. It's not a happy place to be in.

Choosing your emotions over your relationships is very stupid and crappy. It's selfish, and girl, i tell you, it's self condemnation and it's a place that you can easily get away from, don't let yourself drown on those worthless and nonsense self-pity or self-condemnation thoughts, cause you know? You're beautiful and jealousy is taking that away from you.

In this life, jealousy is sure to knock at your heart's door. There is so much to be jealous about. Circumstances, material things, money, beauty, achievements, and a lot of other things, but most especially, relationships. Don't let jealousy destroy a beautiful relationship, let it be your friends, best friends, boyfriends, or spouses.

Having someone special in your life is the most beautiful thing God has ever created. It is the breath of God patching both of you together in His warm embrace. It is an expression of His great love for you. Don't let jealousy blind you. Rather let it help you communicate your emotions to your special someone. Let them know who you are. Don't be ashamed to show how much of a human you really just are. If they get mad at you, at least you were real. Don't hide who you are. You're a woman, you feel this emotion.

Jealousy isn't something worth keeping. It deceives you to be strong and powerful; it's pride. Don't let those things steal you of your relationship.

Pride can never, EVER, level up to the beauty of the feeling of having someone special in your life. Step on that pride, and communicate why you're jealous. Do it now, before those crappy thoughts eat you alive. Before you lose your special someone, and before you lose every relationship connected to it. Think about it, it's rather destroying your innocence in loving someone. Don't let that happen cause you hurt God as well.