It's just one of those nights when I ponder about my future. .
I wonder how my future house would look like,
How many kids will I have?
How my husband and I would have dinner together.
How I will take care of the house. .
How it will be when I have a family of my own.
I guess I'm just at that age where I yearn to have my own life.
My own happy home, my own family, my own knight in shining armor.
Just as I was so engrossed of my future
I looked around in my room,
My shelves, My messy clothes, My table. .
My own bed, my own door, my own closet. .
I realized. . that I had so much. .
I had so much to thank about,
I had so much to enjoy at the moment.
I have so much to make good memories of.
My own family, my own house, my own knight will come.
Just not now, And yet. .
I still have thousands upon thousands of reasons to be content. .
To be thankful. . to be happy about. .
Because in a few years time. .
All of these will be nothing but a memory. .
Might as well enjoy every bit of it. <3
